Stupid is as stupid does

Being an adult sucks. Being a kid also sucks. I don't think I enjoyed my childhood that much. I didn't really enjoy that much of my teenage life either. So, yeah, life kinda sucks.

But amidst that all, I'm just trying to maintain my sanity, my whole being as person, my function in my family life and in my social life. I don't have anything special, but I do cherish all my collective thoughts that define me as me. The only me with my unique-ness and all. I would like to think that I am unique in my own way, and at least that's an encouraging thought.

I'm writing this out just in the spur of the moment. Not really trying to say anything clever or anything. With a cigarette in my hand and the monitor in front of me, this is my life as I know it. I'd probably will never have a bright future, or having wealth, or fame or anything that I would always like to fantasize of having.

Being content with your life. That's hard, you know.

Internet is a vast place with lots of information and knowledge. It's also a place where you can try to define yourself to others. But be careful of what you're trying to understand and telling others at the same time. You got to remember that not all people in this world speaks english. So, some can be misleading especially if involving translating literatures from another foreign languages. This is where it is important that you have good grasps on your understandings and languages.

An old fart dissed at me for trying to advice him to be careful when putting quotes from an arabic literature site into his website. I was trying to say that the translation is being made by some poor schmuck that translated quite poorly from arabic to english. It's like reading in arabic, and directly translating it to english. So it sounds weird and a little bit out of context. But no, that old fart said that I was trying to attack him or something. Doesn't he know that I was trying to save him from being embarassed? People from all over the world can read his website, and you know what, first impressions are; his english is poor, he doesn't have his own opinion that he has to take some other people's quotes and worse that it's all poorly translated. I mean, if you want to impress people by being clever, at least fake it really well even if you're not that clever.

I don't really like writing about people's weakness. In my whole life there were 3-4 people who really annoyed me to no ends. And this old turd is one of them. Because he was not sincere in his friendship with me, he used me to all his benefits and spit me out like a used bubblegum. I will never forgive and forget that. Because not once in my life had I ever backstabbed anybody or ditched a fellow friend or family.
That's why I think, I'm a little bit anti-social at times. Because it will just give me head-aches and heart-aches.

We live in a corrupted world. People are mostly dumb, dishonest, greedy, selfish and you know it. Want to be a good, unselfish person? You'll never be rich, never succeed as much as you wanted and you will always be conned by others. I know this, and I've seen this. And sadly, this is the kind of world we live in.

If only I'm the godfather of a powerful mafia group. Heck, I can just tell anybody to whack that fool. Ahahahaha..